This is my first entry. So much has happened since 10/15. I am all over
the place with my feelings. My voicemail has been full since then, and I just
stopped checking it all together while preparing for the funeral. As things
settle down and people get back to their lives, I’ve finally had a moment to
think, and boy did it hit me like a bag o’ bricks. So I decided step one was
gonna be to make a list of all the calls and texts. First message played?